Acutely aware of his diagnosis in September 2001 of life-threatening congestive heart failure, pastor and author Bob Lively prayed that he might live long enough to see the springtime return of the glorious bluebonnetsto the landscape of his Texas Hill Country. He also decided to deal with his despair and fear in the way he knew best-by writing. This is a father's tender offering to his adult daughter of a carefully crafted and emotionally provocative insight into the ordinary life lived fully but imperfectly. The letters touch on a variety of topics including doubt, loneliness, grace salvation and more. This collection is intended for readers who are willing to search for spriritual growth beyond easy answers and platitudes.