John Musgrave was not yet thirty when he received a shattering diagnosis-cancer. He faced months of treatment, doctors' appointments, and a shaky future, and rode on an emotional rollercoaster of fear, hurt, and confusion. Where was God? Why was this happening? What about healing? Not only did John experience 'the reality of God's existence...something I had never before experienced' but he also found 'I was not failing when the darkness overcame me, even at the point I could still not find God.' This is the story of how one man came through to a point of being able to declare 'For me to live iis Christ; to die is gain' regardless of what the future may hold. Written with painful honesty, this will challenge you, as John was challenged.
